i've been obsessed with yellow lately
this sunny yellow, not pale and pastel, not muddy and mustard but the color of meyer lemons
the color of egg yolks
the color of yellow birthday cake, my favorite kind, with the chocolate frosting and the rainbow sprinkles
the color of sunflower petals
i want to wear this color all the time. it feels holy. sacred. i want to carry it with me through the city and say, 'look at me. look at all this goodness. don't i look like the sun? my body is grand and round and bursting with heat.'
this can only mean one thing.
i am healing.