Lots of old journal entries talking about need vs. want.
Want was always the bad thing. I was always trying to talk myself out of want.
It’s only now that I realize it’s not bad to get the things you want or to let yourself have the things you want.
Life is hard enough. We struggle enough to just try and obtain what we need. If we have the ability to give ourselves what we truly want, why would be say no to it?
I blame the fucking Puritans.
it all goes back to control.
wtf world. do better.